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aku membebel di petang hari~ sila jangan baca..huuu

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being a phd student bukan lah something yang mudah..kadang kite rasa lemas dengan diri sendiri..and most of the time kite akan rasa tak tentu arah..takde sesiape pon yang akan paham ape yang kite pk and ape yang kite rasa..huhu..bunyinye menyedihkan kan?tapi itulah yang aku rasa sekarang...aku rasa mana2 student research pon akan rasa macam ni..kadang2 kite rasa macam nak marah dengan orang sekeliling..kadang kite rasa cam sume orang kat sekeliling nak kondem ape yang kite buat(padahal sebenarnye x pon)..kadang kite rasa nak menyendiri dari sume orang yang kenal kite..kadang2 pulak kite rasa takut biler bersendiri..it's such a complicated feeling..dalam phd kite perlu berlawan dengan emosi sendiri..kena berperang dengan motivasi sendiri..

rasanye berjumpe dengan sv adalah moment yang paling menakutkan sekali..especially kalo kite mmg tak prepare langsung and xtau pon ape sebenarnye yang kite buat...bukan kite xstudy langsung tapi kite pon xtau ape yang kite study...betol ke ape yang kite study tu..ke just buang2 masa je..n kite xtau patut ke kite present ape2 yang kite baca tu pada sv..huhu i dont think so..sv cume just nak kesimpulan je dari ape yang kite study..the analysis part..n die nak kite come out dgn idea..generate new idea...

LOOK AT DIFFERENT ANGLE..tulah antara kata2 keramat yang aku dapat pagi ni..yes mmg aku dah ada idea..tapi aku xtau macam mane nak start..tu pon satu hal lagi tu..biler kite puas mencari tapi xjumpe..mmg menyedihkan..sometimes aku rasa cam useless pon ada jugak..

ahh ape aku membebel ni?entah lah aku pon xtau..huhu


**DiLLaiLa~~dalam kesedihan(dgn diri sendiri)..THE END _(- -)_
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aduhh pedihnye perut aku..

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huu paginye dah update blog..=p emm mata aku takleh lelap balik lepas subuh tadi(nampak sangat selalu tdo balik sekejap =p) emm..perut pedih sungguh..adakah kerana supplement yang aku makan..?adakah kerana aku tdo lambat malam tadi(nonsense)...atau maybe sebab perut mmg masuk angin..

tapi aku rasa sebab ubat...aku dah penah rasa macam ni dulu masa zaman muda2(hehe)..time tu aku amek ubat jerawat pakcik mane tah yang buat..ada kawan reccomendkan jadi aku pon try lah..huuu...pedihnye perut..sian baby..emm ada ke kaitan?wpun perut tu dengan tempat baby duduk lain2 tapi aku tetap rasa sama jugak..sian baby..huuu..

last week after aku g check up kat Mercy, dr L soh aku amek 2 supplement sekali gus..n as per usual aku amek ubat before I went to bed..sebab nya kalau waktu siang selalu terlupe..ermm..
per1: multivitamin(BlackMores)- patutnye kat botol tu kena makan 2 bijik sehari..tetapi owh tidak la kan..ubat iteww sungguh besar sekali sehingga rasa cam nak tersangkut kat tekak..aiyakkk..seksanya...so aku makan sebijik je...
ke2: vitamin D- kena makan 2 bijik atas arahan dr L...die kate aku kurang expose pada cahaya matahari sebab everyday pakai baju lengan panjang n tudung..so kalo kurang vit D leh ganggu perkembangan tulang baby..yeke??maksud aku yeke sebab tudung??huhu..jangan nak menyalahkan tudung ok..aku mmg kurang vitamin lah...hehehe..mmg dah tau pon..

nak tengok x saiz ubat tu..?huk2..


ubat BlackMores tu saiz die 2.5cm x 1cm... \(@ @)/




**DiLLaiLa~~ pas makan kurma 2 3 bijik tadi baru rasa kurang pedih..after this kalo nak makan ubat kena betol2 lepas dinner kot..boleh gastrik kalo hari2 camni..adehh..
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Beautiful moment..=)

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Its quite a long time since my previous entry in this blog..but not that long pon..hehe...fuhhhh fuhhhh...bersawang sana sini...i dunno why. but i am just getting bored of sharing food recipes and all those things..and maybe for a stronger reason, I'm getting busier lately..(eventhough I'm not gaining so much progress but I'm happy to the fact that now I started to balance my responsibility as a wife and mom to be while doing the research...so nothing much to share with u guys..

ya maybe later..I'm really really really sure that we gonna have so much to tell u once our baby is born...there should be LOTTTSS and LOTTTSSS of things to share..semasa aku menulis entry ni aku dapat rasa our little baby kicking my tummy...it feels really good when we know that the baby is awake..and even kalau aku bercakap2 dengan si kecik ni pon baby sangat suke tendang2 dengan kakinye yang kecik n soft tu..haha..kadang2 rasa cam popping2 angin dalam perut pon ada jugak..rasa cam geli2 pon ada...these are really beautiful moments of my life..susah nak gambarkan kan?kepada sang lelaki di luar sana, ini lah kelebihan yang Allah tak berikan kepada kaum Adam ye..we(women) were given the chance to bond with the baby ever since before he/she gets to know the real world...isn't that beautiful, ladies?

uhhh.....obviously I never had this kinda feelings before..but sometimes when I'm alone and I talk to si kecik aku rasa sangat sayu and at the same time rasa macam nak menangis.huhu of course lah menangis gembira kan..takkan menangis sedih pulak nak dapat baby..

when  i wrote this entry, we just came back from the 2nd regular check up at the Mercy Hospital..Alhamdulillah semuanya ok..and my thyroid problem has gone back to normal..phewww mmg lega...actually, previously we already had a few informal check ups and even had undergone two ultrasound sessions..fyi ultrasound (a.k.a baby scanning) is compulsory in oz in order to check the progress of our baby...and it was such great experienced in the ultrasound room..the radiologists will try to look at the baby from different angles..different angles means that, that man akan amek gambar tangan kiri, tangan kanan, belly, bibir, pusat, jantung, kepala, spinal cord, and smua sekali lah...and during the 2nd ultrasound which was on the 21st week, we managed to know whether this little kiddy is a boy or a gal...and yeahhh the result really made the 'daddy to be' really2 happy as I saw it in his big grin..huhuhuhu....bukan main sengih lagi...as for me I dont mind as long as the mom(aku le tu) and the baby are both fine...

so here for the 1st time I'd like to share my cute little honey in my tummy to the world...haha world la sangat...tapi aku tepek ni pon yang penting2 je lah ye..gambar ni masa baby 21 weeks old..untuk jantina tu nanti la dulu ye...ada dah beberapa orang yang tahu tu...


our baby...yeepeeee.... \(^_^)/

I can't imagine me and enche' aren in parenting life..haha dah la dua2 babut...macam ye tak ye je nie..hihi...pape pon we do really2 happy with this gift..hadiah yang paling mahal n xleh dinilaikan dengan ape pon..semoga anak ibu jadi anak yang soleh, taat pada ayah n ibu, pintar, baik hati and semua2 yang bagus2 lah...aminn...


**DiLLaiLa~~ and my english getting worse and worse...hancusss...gedebusssss....(pls ignore any gramatical mistakes...thank u ;-) )
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