People make mistakes

And so do I. I admit it..

Haishhh if only I could turn back time. I am so really sorry, Sufia. Ibu makes mistake, please forgive ibu. Did I tell you  about her temper before?And about the constipation too? Well she still having it. Yup , I mean both.

And 30minutes ago I spanked her mouth(not so hard I think, but surely hurt her and her feeling a lot!) for crying out loud, without a reason. Well the truth is, she's been showing her swinging mood right after I moved my big ass from the sofa after we were done with her favorite cartoon(oo yes, it getting bigger recently, and I knew it.Huh!)

After trying a few times to calm her, she kept refusing. Haisshhh Sufia oh Sufia! Then OK I thought  she probably wanted to sleep, because it almost 8pm and she had afternoon nap quite early today. So I gave her bottle, but she didn't finish it. Well of course she won't finish it, she just had her dinner. Stupid me! =.=' 

Then, I let her sit on my lap while listening to YouTube with me. And I know, while I was browsing for some songs, she saw a few of her favorite cartoon in the history. And she probably wanted it. Then she started to be cranky again and cried her throat out. And then I started to become mak singa yang kelaparan and nak makan budak. I spanked her mouth a few times(Dilla!!She is not even 2). Pleaseeee think before you act! Because you are sooo wrong! the crying wasn't for the cartoon. But because she was going to had a poo. And she was so scared, it might hurt.



***Stupid me! I feel so really bad!Really..

6 comments

M@Ri@M May 17, 2012 at 10:57 AM

ila....mom's always like that :-) biler dia asyik mengaruk jek..kte pn xtau pe dia nk sampai lupe mungkin ada menda lain yg lebih penting dia nk buat.hehe.akak pn cmtu...ms potty train aqil dlu..pernah rotan dia smpai berbirat..pastu feel bad giler2 n nk nangis nngk dia nangis.huhuhu.even ms dia wt homework,main2...rs geram sgt2.ibu akak ckp...he just 3..belum msk 4pn lg.tadika jek kot.x yah la marah2 sgt.hahaha.skrang ni..akak stat try to cool down.u will go through too soon.lama2 kte akan cuba n cuba utk lebih bersabar dr jd mak singa.hahaha.bebel mmg x leh ilang la kn..dh nama pn mummy.heheh

DiLLaiLa May 17, 2012 at 11:05 AM

tulah kak yam..saye rase baran saye ni macam teruk je tau..a.arin selalu kate saye cpt stress..eemm saye mmg perasan tu..tp tulah jadi mak2 ni byknye keje nak buat kan..biler sume benda dah terkejar2 nak kena buat tu yang cpt stress tu..adess..semoga saye akan jadi ibu yang lbey matang lepas ni..go dilla go!hihihi

Nazariah May 17, 2012 at 11:35 AM

hihi, la...akak xpernah plak pukul amna. kalau Hafiz pun time dia nakal sikit dulu. Sekrg dia dah ok, dah takde pukul dah. Kalau anak perempuan mcm lg syg nak pukul apatah dia kecik lg. Membebel je kot kalau mcm akak ni...kena byk sabar. (mgkin sbb ila, study, abg pun cmtu sblm ni, ingat x yg akak cerita tu?)...sekrg dah tak pernah pukul hafiz...kalau rasa nak pukul kat bontot ok kot, sbb ada pampers...so, xrasa sakit sgt...:)

@naAzli May 18, 2012 at 11:16 AM

lor dilla..ciannyer si comel ko...biase la kite kalo dh bk keje sgt tak terkejar anak pulak melolong tak pasal..memang la dapat upah kan.hehe..so lepas ni ko kene peluk sufia ketat2 ok!!lurve sufia too!!.and her mom!!

liza May 18, 2012 at 5:08 PM

erm.. azhad pn sll kena blsh. bila dia tidur ummi dia lak nangis sbb blsh bdk kecik., smgu ni br rasa boleh sabar ckit bila azhad buat peel..smga mummy semua ni lebih tabah ye..huhu

DiLLaiLa May 18, 2012 at 10:52 PM

kak naza: ermm time besar2 gini die dah pandai demand nak mintak teman..main, tgk tv sume nak ada kawan..agaknye mase amna dulu ramai org kat rumah so die xboring..ni biler malam saye nak masak dah die nak saye melayan pulak..tu yg selalu saye nak naik angin tu..huhu

ana&liza: haisshhh..mudah2an kite jadi mummy2 yang lebih tabah dan matang!go mummy go!